Finding Light in Darkness: A Story of Rediscovering Faith and Overcoming Pain

I'm excited to share a bit more about myself! I first met Jesus when I was just 10 years old. My sister would take me to church, and I remember serving and learning so much about what was right and wrong. However, I didn't truly have a deep, personal relationship with God at that time.

When the time came for me to attend graduate high school and attend university, I was young and lost. I lacked a strong sense of identity and carried a heavy burden from my dysfunctional family. My life was shrouded in darkness and bitterness. I made poor decisions and was easily swayed by the world and the newfound freedom that came with it. Sadly, I allowed sin to take me away from God.

During that time, God called out to me countless times, but I stubbornly ignored His voice. It wasn't until the first time He spoke to me through a church leader, delivering a specific message, that I finally listened. I obeyed and distanced myself from negative influences, becoming more involved in church activities. However, my progress was short-lived. Why? Because I lacked a true, intimate relationship with God and failed to let Him work through my pain.

I went back to the same place, but things were even worse. I retired from my career and spent a few months in another country, far away from home. Despite all this, God never gave up on me and I'm incredibly grateful for that. When I returned home, God sent me another message, this time through my own sister - the one who used to take me to church when I was 10. I listened and obeyed once again, and God told me to distance myself from some people who were not good for me. It was tough, even more than the first time, but I knew it was the right thing to do.

This time, I made a breakthrough in my relationship with my Heavenly father. I opened myself up to him and allowed him to make a profound impact on my life. He healed my heart, which was the root of my darkness, pain, and bitterness. And now, everything that was wrong in me is changing for the better.

For years, I believed a lie that the enemy spoke about me. I stored so many negative things that I was told, and I carried in my heart things that no one knew had happened to me. All of those things kept me away from the God I met when I was just 10 years old. But, I've come to realize that I don't have to live in that lie anymore. I can choose to let go of those negative thoughts and embrace the truth of who I am in God's eyes.

My life underwent a profound transformation and I was born again & accepted Jesus as my savior. Darkness dissipated, and the light of God now radiates within me. Bitterness has given way to the joy of God, and all the pain and unforgiveness that once burdened me has been lifted. He set me free!

I am transformed. If you were to ask my family or friends, they would confirm that I am not the same person I once was. However, this does not imply that I am perfect, for I am not. To stay away from the depths of that dark place where I once resided, I need to remind myself daily to remain at the feet of Jesus."

It's a journey, but one I'm committed to."

Today, I am filled with gratitude towards God for never giving up on me and providing a beautiful path for me to change my life. With God, anything is possible, as He can transform any situation and make everything new. I am living proof of this. Join me in placing your trust in God and experiencing the transformative power of His love.